by Kristin Marie » Sun Aug 08, 2004 10:22 pm
I just want to add that I understood EXACTLY what Shannen went through
When I was sick that summer of the bombing, I thought I was going to die, well, I was on the verge of Death.
But I remember I kept my feeling bottled inside, didn't want people to know that I was really feeling..... I hid my crying from my mother, I didn't want her to see how scared her little girl was....I needed to be strong for my mom.......Deep down, it was hard......I cried alone when no one was around.....I had no one to talk to........of course people around me acted like they KNEW what I was going through, which they didn't and that was even hard.
I was lucky to go on line as a way to escape from what was happening........I was lucky to have this site, to look forward too, talking to Dianna, Bree, Crystal and everyone.......I spent most of my days on line or by myself. I didn't want to be around anyone......
Finally after NOT holding it in anymore, I had a breakdown, in the shopping Center, no less
So, yeah, I knew how Shannen felt......I guess we are the same in certain ways, uh?
Love and Hugs
Kristin
Always Dream, no matter where, or when...Dream Big Or Small. Dreams is where the heart is.