by kdawg » Mon Nov 30, 2009 4:12 pm
Well I never exactly used Facebook, but the worst thing was that my own family members were using it to spy on me, as well as set me up for things, just so I could be put through crap, and my mom knew about it, and was allowing it! There's just been way too much to type about... Basically, I don't trust or have any respect for anyone in my family really, including my mom. She's gone so far as to go online and try to get into my phone contacts, try to read my texts, try to find the websites I'm on to spy on me, lie, she's still being VERY controlling, and omg that's just the tip of the iceberg... Things haven't been good in a long time. I have no motivation to do anything I enjoy, like playing video games, drawing, or even working in my Pokemon fanfic. I just haven't had the motivation. *sigh* I was gonna take a personal vacation after the holidays, but that's not gonna happen with my controlling mother, cuz my car is in her name, therefore I cannot legally take off with it if she tells me not to. And yes I have been given the threat of jail before. So if I wanted to take off to the beach or something, and mom said no, then I could go to jail, just for trying to do something for myself, trying to get a nice relaxing vacation. I've been dealing with so much bull lately that I'm about to lose it. I have seriously been at my wits end for months now. *sigh* Oh and Tiny isn't doing so good to top it all off.