ok, i manage to go to school everyday this week, its a first for a very long time. as i said earlier in the week i managed to find a group that respects me for who i am and respects my opinions. i'm sort of happier now... but i think its going to take some time to settle in my new group, i kind of feel like the new kid on the block again
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and the first time it wasn't easy, (being bullied when i first started highschool really does take affect on u a lot it doesn't really go away.) but back to my week, i ended up with a stack of asignments that i have to complete, 2 camps i need to attend (try beat my fear of water) and so much homework i don't noe where to start on that. i spoke to one of the jobs/careers guidence people and he told me to see him next week so he can get me into a hospitality line of work so i have some experience in the area, he suggested once i have so knowledge of the amount of stress in the kitchen, then to branch of into the pastry industry, he suggested that i work with chocolate but i said noe, due to my chocolate allergy i decided to pass on that one. well it seems i'm getting my life back on track for now. i'll keep you posted on how i'm going each week. -
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Hellfire.