so over the past two years ive had loads and loads of problems and issues, stuff that started out as a minor thing, then because i never told anyone how i was feeling, i let it boil into something a gazillion times worse, and now, i have no idea how to enjoy life, i have no idea how to feel good about my self, and i have no clue whatsoever how to be confident with my friends without being over arrogant.
i wish right now that i could just cope with this all because i hate being weak, and i hate talking to people about my feelings even more, but i have no idea what im doing in life, what im supposed to be doing in life etc.
i dont want to be dumping this all on you guys, but i need advice desperately, and the people on here are nicer than most of the people i know.