haha ok i know this sounds SO stupid but well i leave for america in 10 days and im over there for 6 months and well im starting to get really worried and a bit scared...i know it's pathetic but i just cant help it!...my friend is making me feel guilty everyday almost cos im going and keeps saying im deserting her and if i really go she wont have anyone she can turn to for help (she has issues with her mum) and well im feeling really bad now about going even though it's something ive always wanted to do!...also im really scared about american customs cos ive heard some nasty stories and now im freaking out that they wont letme though lol (i know even more pathetic)...also im just scared that ill get lost or ill stuff something up while im there...and im now realising just how much im gonna miss my family and my dogs n horse especially...and my lil sisters been SO upset lately...like she keeps coming into my room everynight and sleeping next to me
ugh i just have to get it off my chest cos i dont really know who i can talk to here cos all my friends are like "no u cant go" etc...so yeah...soz guys! lol
meh im sure ill get over it...it so stupid compared to what some of u are experiencing and u probs think it' heaps petty but im just worried!