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So here's my problem. I'm 18 turning 19 on the 19th of January. When i graduated last year i made a deal with my parents to let me have until my birthday this year to just focus on my writing instead of jumping into college or getting a job. Then on my 19th birthday i have to either start searching for a job or go to college. The 19th of January feels like it's coming really quick and I never really planned on going to college because I would have to pay for it myself and I don't have anyway to. Now the job thing I am a great worker but horrible with people and the only job I can think of that doesn't include dealing with people that doesn't require having a degree is writing which is great because I love writing and i really want to become a writer. I just don't know what to do and I was just hoping you guys here could help me in whatever way you can. I'm so lost right now I have no idea what to do.