Loosing Weight

[prue411]

Its working ok. Last week I didnt eat for at least four days. Now, I havnt ate or slept for 3 days, and Im still going...I seem to be loosing some weight, and Im happier.

[kiki]

your telling me on msn now nd its shocking mes tacey - half a stone lost in a week

you need to sleep and eat and you dont need to loose weight so why are you?

[prue411]

I want to be accepted.

I can tell it's working, the bones finally stand out in my hand I can't wait till that happens the rest of my body, then I won't be scared to wear a bikini

[kiki]

i am now on a hunger strike too untill stacey eats - drinks and/or sleeps

[prue411]

If you dare I swear I will do what I told you I was going to do. Kiki please, just listen, don't do this. I know what Im saying to you I should really be saying to me but Ive made my decision, and Im not changing it I stayed to write this message but Im really gonna go sit down for a while, my head is sore, my stomach is sore, I feel so dizzy, and Im gonna pass out.

Later x

[kiki]

well like i told you on our msn convo - you will pass out if you dont eat or drink anything - and SLEEP for petes sake stacey and i can do what i want to - i can be just as stubborn as you

[prue411]

If you care about me at all, you won't do anything, just do on with your life as if nothing happened.

[kiki]

u told me this on msn and i told you that i do care and thats why you have to stop doing this to yuorself and i want to help - and nothing else is working

[kris]

Stacey we only want whats best for you and starving yourself iof definitely not whats best for you. I'm actually seriously worried now because its getting rediculous and you're passing out all the time because of it. Not eating is one thing but then not even having a glass of water or getting some sleep is taking this too far. I know you're hurting and I get how much you hurt but this isn't the way to deal with it. When you shrink down to a pile of bones and you don't have the strength to get out of a hospital bed where you're being force fed how d'you think everyones gonna react then? Are they really going to accept you like that? They're gonna see a pathetic and weak little girl who did something really stupid and not want to know you. This is a really harsh thing to say but I don't know what else to try.

[prue411]

I know this is probably wrong to say, but I would rather be that pathetic weak little girl than what I am now.