Im 14 and im living at home with my parents and my brother and sister. My dad...he is the problem. I dont know why my mom is still with him. Nearly everyday of the week when he is finished work he goes to a womans house who he is sleeping with. I know this is not the first time he has been unfaithful. I have read the messages on his phone.
He is also very abbusive and on the verge of becoming an alcoholic. He smokes 24/7 in the house and everyday he either breaks something of mine or me. I am truely scared of him. Whenever he walks in the front door i get an uncontrolable shiver. I cant stop him from hitting me or my little sister(11) because he is too strong. He puts me down everyday. I am not good at math or science etc and everday he tells me im a 'retard' and 'stupid' and 'fat'. He bitches about my grades and how i need grinds in maths to pass and that i will never become a musician because i 'cant play 1 song on guitar' and that i will never amount to anything or get into college.
My moms parents died when she was young and his parents know about the abuse but they refuse to do anything. I have no one to turn too! I have told my closest friends and they try and comfort me but nothing can stop him. I do not feel safe in my own home. I feel safer on the street at 1am then i do at home.
I dont know what to do. I have no one to turn to. Can somebody help?