I don't want to bum everyone out or sound like a crybaby I have just been really down on myself lately. I am about to be 24 in a month. I work two jobs and I never have time to go out and have fun and meet people. There was this really hot guy who kept asking me to come and hear him play with this band. I went a couple of times and he always made it a point to talk to me. But we would always be interrupted by some chic. (A different one each time .) I am basically a shy person and I am not good about sticking up for myself . SO I think I may have blown it with him.
He asked again the other night, but I had to go to work.
I am just sick of it. Having to work work work and have no life. No man. No real true close friends to talk to or hang with. I have never felt like I am attractive, even though people tell me I am very pretty. So, I am always feeling like "Why would he want ME?" I don't know what to do anymore. I would really like to get to know this guy better. DO you guys think I've blown it with him? Or can I redeem myself? Any suggestions? Thanks.