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thx 4 all the advice, it helped alot

i think there is summit rong wif me though, i cnt eat, sleep and my stomach is always sore, and at da moment i have a migrane.

i desperately need help

I dunno, I think those could be depression symptoms.

i mean, now im really hungry but i dnt wanna eat

Let me tell you about not eating. There is a point iin your metabolism where your body will start turning on you. Your headaches could not only be a symtom of depression but of not eating. When I get to the point of very hungry, my body starts sending me signs and one is a headache. And if I don't eat as soon as I feel it coming on, it becomes very intense and feels like a migraine. So whether you want to eat or not, eat anyways. It will help you.

now, an example of my sleepin,

i went 2 bed at 7pm (4 a fresh start 4 skool) i didnt go 2 sleep till about 11pm, i woke up around 2am, got back 2 sleep bout 3.30am


now it is 4.50am and i cnt get back 2 sleep, but i will be tired at skool, wat can i do

to be honest i dnt wnt anyone 2 really knw exept my best friends ( yep, u guys )

I agree with Linzy about a boring life being better. Although technically I don't think you're life has been THAT boring, with the whole dad and slut thing...But seriously, things could be so much worse. I'm a lot worse off now than when I was thirteen. For instance(and by the way, i never tell ANYONE this, because i dont want people to judge me, and no one actually knows this except for one person, so this feels weird typing it here)....when i was thirteen, i was self-harming, and then a teacher found out and they called my parents and that was the absolute worst day of my life up till that point. And then i tried to kill myself, and...okay, i was going to say im glad it didnt work, but that might not be true. Things actaulyl got a lot worse after that. This person started stalking me and my two best friends, and then i got the blame for it, and for a year and a half afterwards, I got bullied because people thought it was me. But then it turned out it was one of my best friends who was stalking us. That was last september. And I have a friend who is in university now and she has tried to kill herself, and shes bulimic and im always worrying about her. I also dont want to let her down, because i dont want her to feel shes gone thru all this for nothing. But despite that, i made myself sick half an hour ago, and if she found out, i know she'd be so disappointed in me, and i cant let her down.
the point is, I do understand. at the moment im hoping life will just get better when I get older. Okay, i said a lot of stuff there that no one else knows, and now you all know it. Well, you can pm me if you want

ok this thread is dead now so i just wanna say thank you all sooooooooo much, i could never have gotten through this without you. thereb are still a few things but i know now that they are things i have to figure out on my own. thank you all

stacey xx