by kris » Sun Jul 02, 2006 12:10 am
Aww Stacey - thign is I really do understand how you feel, it's not a good thing but in some ways cutting can be such an escape. Sometimes I blame myself for making one of my "friends" cut too - she's a lovely girl and I dunno if she's ever told one of the others about it but she told me that she's done it a few timers but only when she;'s been really low and all. Sometimes I think that they just want to try and be there for us and understand the thrill we get from releasing our pain but other times I think what a stupid f**k! They don't really get it, they just think they're cool and emo - they see it as a label not as a problem. But anyway, I know its hard to watch them do it and really, we just can't blame ourselves, we have enough going on without that even though we really want to help. I know that sounds really heartless but sometimes it's just one of those things. Ignoring the materialistic bitches out there and concentrating on what really matters (your faith, yourself etc.) is sometimes all you need. Right my advice sucks at the moment because I'm pissed but at the same time I'm quite happy which is better than what I felt earlier so yer. Wubyou
x.
"People who claim they're evil are usually no worse than the rest of us. It's people who claim that they're good, or any way better than the rest of us, that you have to be wary of. " — Gregory Maguire.