i need help for myself..(big time)

[shannenbigtimefan]

i know..yea thats how i feel while trying to kill myself..and i feel bad for trying to kill myself

[thorn]

God will never abandon you, you just have to keep praying and keep in mind that if you kill yourself, you give up heaven.

[shannenbigtimefan]

right now..i don't really care..casue i can't even all my godmom and talk to her..

[thorn]

God put this on you, if you can overcome it, it will give you strength. It will give you the strength to overcome just about anything, don't let the situation you're in control you, take control of it. And you should care about heaven, all the pain, anger, any negative feelings that you're feeling right now, they don't exist in heaven. Any illness, birth defect, disease, injury, it doesn't exist in heaven. In heaven the mind, body, and the setting is perfect.

[shannenbigtimefan]

I know

[thorn]

All you can do is remind your self that there are good times ahead of you, and stay strong.

[alwaysastar]

[chienna]

Déja vu! My girlfriend wanted to do this to, a while ago. Me and my friends thought this was very...I don't have words for it..But you know, i know you have a lot of friends who don't want to lose you! But do you know why you're mom is doing this? Maybe you should ask her.

You can't end you're life because you're mom is doing this kindda things, you have you're whole future in front of you! Maybe I say this all the wrong way, but you have to know that there are a lot people in the word that care about you, maybe even you're mom. She has to have a reason to let you do all this, maybe it's a problem that she has and she is reacting it on you.

I'm sorry if you don't understand what i'm saying.

Much Love and Take Care

Charlotte

[thorn]

^ that's true, or maybe she doesn't know how to show you that she cares.

[shannenbigtimefan]

hey everyone...

Just a little update

-I am going good...life couldn't get any better..
-I am like really bored..and don't know why i am typing this like this...lol...

well i have to go to bed now..night