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i have almost came really close to killing myself yesterdsy...i have a really really rough life...to the point were i don't want to live anymore....

i'm tired of my mom putting my dreams and hope down....she is always calling to stupid and etc.

she is always calling me a bitch...and i just can't handle it no more...

she hurts my feelings....she makes me feel adpoted most of the time....

she treats me has her slave......
i am always cleaning...and she says i don't....
i am always cooking...and i'm tired of doing everyone for everyone...

and i'm tired of asking for help and everyone starts to fuss coz i asked for like 5 or less minutes of their time...and they are always thinking that i can give up my time for them...

and my mom says that i use my homework as a excuse so i don't have to clean the kitchen or anything...

and it gets old....and most of the time she makes me cry and it makes me think that i have nothing to live for anymore...


so can anyone help me?

Wow that dose sound rough and at your age ,you ve got a ways to go befor you can take control of your life yourself .But i think you know deep down takeing your life is not the answer you dont know what the feture has instor for you ,what you,ll be missing out on ,a husband,carear ,chilldern ,you know LIVE ,Im not a religious preson myself ,but suiside is something i can not see in a young (i would guess healthy) preson with there feture a head of them .Dont seal yourself short im shur your a good preson ya do good things you deserve a good live .And besides ...You should never let anyone choose your dreams for you !! You should choose your own your future...sound familure?Hopes and dreams are what keeps us going ,gives us a reason to get out of bed in the morning. Now i dont know whats with your mom but im a frum belever in camonacation and can i ack about your dad where dose he stand in your life? and if all ells fails hang in there bide your time till you can move out and make a live for yourself .(i know i can get prety long wind,ed )Choose life Jean(honda200)

thanks ya'll

and jean...yea that line did sound famliar...lol

Well, I mainly agree with what Jean has said. Dont give up ever.

Lots of people have hard lives, myself included, but there is no way that you should give it all up.

If you do what have you proved?, ..............that they are stronger than you, which is not true Dana.

Youre a great person and I know you know that as well as I do so dont you dare forget that.

You live for your dreams and no one has the right to take that from you, ive learnt that the hard way.

Never let go of them for anyone. You can do it, I know you can.

Thanks...

yea i know it will prove that they are stonger...and i know that i live for my dreams and all...but it just sucks

i know you all have been giving good advice...even lou on MSN!!!

but i have tried to kill myself again today...it gotten really hard for me to today....

my dreams are

1.) to become a singer
2.) to be an Actress
3.) to a doctor or nurse
4.) to become a work at the zoo with the animals..hehe
5.) to maybe be a lawyer

^^Well you stick to them.