by shannenbigtimefan » Tue Jun 13, 2006 5:47 am
I know its been awhile, more like almost a month, but during the time away i have been going through a lot, and i have even started to drink, my best friend/Myspace Wife Katie knows, about it, she was one of the first ppl that i told, that i was drinking, i have been getting really depressed lately and i don't know why, maybe its because i just turned 17 and so much has been going on, and i can't take it anymore, i just lost my best friend for 12 years, meaning we are no longer friends, cause of the way she has changed since she broke up with her ex, and the way she treated my lil sis and me the night she stay here, and the way she treated me the next day, and everyone saw it, i don't know, but i don't feel bad that we aren't friends because i've been thining for a good while to tell her about the way she changed and her attitude and all that, so have my other friends that are her friends. we all are tired of the way she is acting! and it was getting old. and i have start thinking about Killing myself again, which i know deep down inside, that i don't want to that!!
well i just need to vent, but i need to go to bed, for its 1 am and i have to be up at 650 am, to get my mom up, i'll get back with the rest of the story tomorrow, well later today,
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