Today I can't sleep (it's nearly two am where I live) and I was wondering, why shannen? I mean, out of all people, out of all hollywood stars, out of all shows, what does she have that no one else has? Why is she so especial that I'm giving her I thought when I consider myself one big egoist?
Sure, we all say "because she's a role model" "because she's smart" "funny", "wonderful" "different" but why?
I've always been the kind of person who's able to read people even better than themselves, with one look, I usually figure out a person's way of thinking, living, I dunno... but shannen... it's like there is a freaking wall around her. One day I think I've got her figured out, then she says or does something and messes up my theories. one day I think she's unique, the following day she represents all the things that I run away from. And yet, I admire her. maybe it's because she confuses me. maybe it's because I dont understand her.
so, people, why shannen?